How does it happen that a perfectly ordinary man desires a perfectly wicked woman? A woman who can exert total control over his life and his lust. Ten years ago I thought mine was a fairly conventional sexual appetite. I enjoyed many intimate relationships with women who were mutually enthusiastic about sex. We experimented with sex toys, the Kama Sutra and just about every erogenous zone that had been charted by each wave of sex researchers. Sometimes it was fun, sometimes raunchy, but the sex never quite challenged me. I always felt there must be something more and that it was just around the corner with the next relationship.
A chance meeting proved that my self prophecy had gorgeous legs, connected to perfectly proportioned thighs topped by a traffic stopping derriere. When I first saw Pamela at a very crowded art gallery reception, she mounted the steps with a sensual walk that attracted the attention of lascivious males and envious females. Since I was standing at the very bottom of the steps, I had the finest vantage point in the room, and I enjoyed every one of the twenty seconds it took her to reach the top. As she turned in profile, I saw an angelic face framed by burgundy red locks. Her skin was pale and her features most delicate. It was also obvious that her bosom was as amply proportioned as her other fine parts. In sum, she was ravishing. The short, simple black dress she was wearing held nothing back.
Never one to miss an opportunity, I followed her to the mezzanine level of the gallery and fell in behind her slow, introspective viewing pace. She stood back from each canvas and gave it a most thorough going over, as though she were memorizing the details. I thought she was oblivious to those around her, especially the men who were left in awe of her beauty. That was the first of many wrong assumptions I made about Pamela. When she got to the end of the first wall, I expected her to continue to view the art on the next perpendicular wall, but instead she turned abruptly in my direction.
You seem to be as hungry for these paintings as I am, she said in a soft but coy voice. I was so taken by her direct statement that I could say nothing. Or hungry for something else, she added, her green eyes twinkling.
Perhaps a real dinner? I offered, happy that I had recovered my power of speech and that I had a witty rejoinder to her direct reference to the lust seething out of my pores.
Done. My name is Pamela. And yours?
Martin, I said as I extended my hand. She gave a very firm handshake that was most remarkable for how long her hand lingered in my grasp.
The memory of that dinner is seared on my brain, though I could not tell you what I ate. Pamela ordered for both of us, and I drank in her stunning visage along with the superb red wine. We talked easily about art, books, music and travel, but once again, I remember few of the details. I know that no other woman I ve ever met has cast such a hypnotic spell over me as Pamela did that evening. After dinner (she paid despite my protest), she invited me to her downtown loft apartment for drinks, and I remember wondering when the trance would be broken.
The loft was something out of Architectural Digest, with art and fine furniture everywhere you looked. Standing before the floor to ceiling windows looking out over the lights of the city, we sipped our brandy and let our body language do the talking. In no time at all, we were locked in a very hot kiss. Pamela s hands began rubbing my chest, and she tweaked my nipples through my shirt as her tongue had its way with my mouth. At first it was playful, but then I was startled by the force she used and the pain that mixed with the pleasure of her kisses.
I am not like any woman you ve ever known, Pamela whispered in my ear. I demand more from a man and I insist that I be in control. If this frightens or threatens you, then now is the time for you to leave. If you stay, I promise it will be an unforgettable experience.
I stared hard into her catlike eyes. Why was she telling me this? Why did the fear of the unknown repel and attract me at the same time? Her scent, her brilliant hair, the luscious lips they all beckoned me to stay. But the possibility of more pain and the talk of control made me anxious. Perhaps this was the challenge I had been waiting for, the woman who would provide my initiation into a world I knew nothing about.
I ll stay, I finally replied with a sureness that surprised me. Something convinced me that Pamela would give me the excitement I craved. My answer produced a huge smile on her glowing face.
I want to make love with you, and we will, Pamela announced very earnestly as she took my hand, but first we need to talk. Actually, I need to talk and you need to listen. I am going to explain some rules to you. Do not interrupt me and do not ask questions. If you are unclear about my instructions, you will learn the hard way, which will make for a more satisfying experience for us both.
I nodded as though I understood, but I had no idea what Pamela was talking about. She led me down a hallway to a more private space that had no windows, but did have the same brick walls and massive beams as the rest of this former warehouse space. The room had dramatic lighting but almost no furniture or furnishings.
The most important thing to know is that I do not believe in restraints. I believe you should be capable of self restraint. I will teach you discipline through discipline. If you get it wrong, the pain of your mistake will help you to get it right. When I point down at the floor, she demonstrated by pointing straight down, I expect you to kneel at my feet.
As intently as I was listening, I did not realize that she wanted me on my knees at that moment. I waited for her to continue her recitation, but her eyes were angry.
Kneel, she said more loudly. I dropped to my knees before her. Excellent. Typically you will be ordered to take this position in order to service me. I will offer you access to certain parts of my body, either from the front or the back. You will kiss and lick me until I order you to stop. It will require no words between us. Understand?
Yes, I understand. The words seemed caught in my throat. This was not a woman who played games, but rather someone who seriously practiced the art of irresistible domination.
We ll see, she said simply.
With no fanfare, she pulled her tight black dress over her hips to reveal beautiful thighs and a minuscule G string that hid her secret charms. Stepping closer to me, she placed her crotch in front of my mouth, and I wondered what she expected next.
I m waiting, Martin. She spoke as though she were talking to a child who did not know the answer.
Not knowing what else to do, I used my tongue to lick the patch of fabric that blocked my access. She rocked her body to my rhythmic lapping, and I was mesmerized by her rising sexual scent. My organ was painfully erect from an excitement never before experienced. Pamela suddenly moved back and then turned around so that her backside was inches from my face. The finely sculpted cheeks that were so obvious under her dress were even more awe inspiring in the flesh. Her clean, rosy skin glowed there, enticing me to begin scattering kisses and licks everywhere I could. I alternated loving bites of her soft flesh with long tongue baths. I was inspired by a totally new set of sensations. My tongue ran down the crevice that separated the perfect lobes, gliding from top to bottom until it glistened like a water slide. Then I rested, devoting my attention to the tight ring of her anus, inspiring a low moan from Pamela. I planted my nose in front of that dark corridor and thought about what might happen next. Her body shifted in such a way that I was certain it gave her pleasure. I know it gave me pleasure, but it was over too soon. Pamela moved away and turned around to face me.
For an initiate, Martin, that was truly excellent, Pamela said with sincere enthusiasm. Her face was flushed and blissful. But there are many more instructions to learn. Now you know what I want when I point to my feet. Next is the finger snap. One snap of the fingers means I want you kneeling with your arms before you and your forehead touching the floor.
She snapped her fingers, and I obeyed at once. I could guess what this position was for, as it put my backside in the most vulnerable position.
The object is to get your ass as high in the air as you can, in order to receive punishment, Pamela continued. You will be naked, and I will use various instruments of discipline. It is important that you maintain the position and that you not make excessive noise. If your response it too vocal, it will require devices that you will find even more uncomfortable than the discipline itself. Now it is time for you to remove your clothing. There is a closet and hangers. You will remove everything and then assume the one snap position.
With that, Pamela left the room and I began to disrobe, although I wasn t clear on why I was about to be punished. I found the closet and hung up my shirt and slacks. The underwear, socks and shoes went on the shelf below. Upon closer inspection of the room, I noted what looked like a vaulting horse and a solid low bench. There was also a large closet on the end wall that I was curious to examine. When I opened it, the contents took me aback. There was dozens of leather instruments hanging inside, along with all sorts of latex phalluses and harnesses.
Well, Martin, Pamela said with resignation, your excellent behavior earlier has been for naught.
I spun around to face her, but I knew that I had been caught red handed. She had removed the black dress in favor of what I now realize are more traditional dominatrice trappings, but that night I was overwrought with wonder and surprise by everything. The tight leather corset swept up her luscious breasts, which were completely exposed. The leather garters held up dark black stockings, and black knee high boots completed the look. The bushy red hair surrounding her sex was totally exposed. I was awed by the effect, until I suddenly remembered that she had ordered me to assume the position, and I hoped that I was not too late. On my knees with my forehead touching the floor, I heard Pamela s boots click clacking across the floor, but I could not see anything except for my raging erection between my legs. I dared not look up.
I was going to allow you to assume this position while I continued to recite the rules for you. But now, Martin, you have forced me to demonstrate the consequences of disobeying my orders.
I knew she was at the closet where I had been caught a few moments before, probably selecting some instrument of penetration or punishment. The idea of her thoughtfully choosing the right instrument excited me more that I thought possible. When she returned to my side, I braced for the assault.
You will receive ten lashes and then we will continue where we left off. Now I remind you, Martin, how much self restraint pleases me.
Before I had a moment to prepare myself, the first blow struck the left side of my ass and a groan erupted from deep inside me. I never expected the pain to sear me like it did. My previous bondage and spanking games were all done in fun. This was the real thing. I steeled myself for the next lash and vowed to hold in my shouts. The blow hit the right side just as hard as the first lash, but this time I kept myself from groaning aloud. Eight more lashes followed in very rapid succession, and when it was over, I realized that my whole body was sweating and that my butt felt as if it was on fire. I imagined sitting on a block of ice to halt the pain.
Good, Martin. Looks like this was your first experience with real discipline. You did well. Now, we continue. Stand up. I want you to see the crop I used on you.
Pamela held up the whip for my inspection. It was a rigid crop with a soft leather looped flap at the end. Taking me by the hand, she led me to a dressing room mirror that was in the corner of the room. Speechless, I stood there examining the ten red marks on my ass, five fanned across each cheek. Pamela had expertly tanned me so that my ass was patterned like a steak on a grill. Her hands gently grazed over my cheeks and then she playfully slapped each side, just in case the pain was beginning to ebb.
Martin, this is a combination cock ring and ball separator, Pamela noted matter of factly as she held out another device. I want you to wear it under your clothing at all times. It will remind you that I, Pamela, control you completely. Remove it only to bathe. Put in on now.
It was not the first time I had seen such a device, but I d never wore one. Pamela sensed my confusion and helped pull it over my penis in a proper way. The task was made more difficult by how stiff my erection was. When it was pulled in place, Pamela knelt down before me to fasten the snaps. That done, she grabbed my separated ball sac in her hand and squeezed me so tight there that I gasped. At that, she released the sac, but then immediately squeezed again until I yelped. This was repeated over and over until Pamela stood up and looked at me with her intense green eyes.
Do you understand this lesson, Martin? Do you understand why I just did that?
To remind me that you can control me, I whispered with some doubt. That made her smile with a truly wicked grin.
Oh, Martin, better than that. I have you by the balls. Watch this. Pamela pointed to her feet, and I obediently dropped to my knees. She placed her hair covered mound before my mouth, and my tongue immediately sprang into action, bathing it lovingly. I licked the entire expanse of her sex, luxuriating in the scent of Pamela s obvious excitement. Soon she raised a leg and rested her boot high on the wall behind me. I was challenging the perimeter walls of her sex, cautiously inserting my tongue into the warm and moist slot. Starting slowly, I forced my tongue in as deep as possible and then withdrew, over and over, in and out, until I could feel Pamela s body reading my movements. We were in such perfect sync, it could have gone on forever. But the lessons had to continue, and Pamela again took charge by stepping back from my ministrations.
You have great talent, Martin, but also much to learn. When I clap my hand once it means I want you on the horse. Come here and I will show you what to do.
Following Pamela s shapely figure to the edge of the room was a pleasure that only faded when I got a better look at the horse. It was shaped like a sawhorse with a main cross member supported by two spread legs at each end, only it was much wider. The top was well padded and covered with supple looking leather.
You mount it by lying across the length of its top and holding on to the legs, Pamela explained. It was clear to me this time that she expected me to follow these instructions immediately, and so I did. The leather was cold but at least the padding was thick. I grabbed hold of the legs and realized that I was bent at the waist so that my toes just barely touched the floor at the other end.
You will never be restrained to the horse. I expect you will restrain yourself, and once again, the penalty for failure can be quite uncomfortable. Usually, I will want you on the horse to either ride you or ream you. Tonight, it will be the latter.
Hearing Pamela s heels make their way to the closet of tortures frightened me as much as the thought of being reamed, and I was not sure I could show the self restraint she insisted upon. When she returned, I stole a sidelong gaze and discerned that she was wearing a strap on dildo, and from its mammoth size, I was right to be afraid of the consequences. It was the realistic type, with a slight arc and prominent veins, only it was black and shiny.
Still, my beauty, Pamela said as she patted my flanks. She must have smelled my fear. A hard riding is worse than a reaming, Martin. Consider yourself lucky. When I ride you, I use the crop and a mouth bit, and I like to go for a hard ride. A good reaming is a piece of cake by comparison.
Her gentle hands continued to massage my flanks, and then she pulled my cheeks apart to apply a lubricant. Her fingers ran around the rim of my anus until I wanted to jump out of my skin. Pamela seemed to delight in pleasuring me at the same time she stretched the opening. Finally, she introduced the head of the dildo, and its coldness chilled me to the core. Thankfully, she worked patiently instead of ramming the whole thing up my ass all at once. Perhaps, in the future, I would not be so lucky.
Inch by inch, she fed her cock into my ass. At first, my sphincter muscles rejected it, but eventually they relaxed and I had the sensation that I was impaled on a flagpole. Pamela controlled every movement. Her pace picked up about the same time she began sliding more of the dildo in and out of me. It must have excited her intensely, because the more speed she picked up, the more she began to swat my ass with her bare hands. Each in stroke was accompanied by a spank, alternating from left side to right side. As her breathing became more labored, I knew she must be coming, but I could only dream of that pleasure.
All at once it was over. I had survived. What s more, I had even been excited by my first receiving end experience with anal intercourse.
Oh, Martin, Pamela gushed with genuine enthusiasm, that was a great reaming. I really got hot watching that black cock gliding in and out of your white ass, and knowing you were a virgin made it even better. Your first ride is also going to be very special, I m sure. You may stand now.
When I first got up, I could feel the soreness. It taught me to appreciate the way a woman must feel after getting a hard screwing by a man. Pamela approached me and grabbed the back of my neck as she planted a very hot kiss on my lips. As her other hand grabbed my rigid organ, her tongue pushed its way around the inside of my mouth. As I reached around her waist to embrace her, Pamela pulled away.
No, Martin. Don t do that. When you are with me, I always maintain control. I point, I snap my fingers or I clap, and you immediately know what is desired of you. Don t think, just do what I tell you. Now come play with me.
Pamela walked to the closet, and I followed. This time I got to see more of the contents. There were other dildos on harnesses, several of which were bigger than the black one she had used on me. Also, there was a ball gag and some kind of head harness and bit the one used for riding, I guessed. At least a dozen kinds of whips hung from a shelf. Some were braided, several were leather paddles, and one looked like birch twigs attached to a handle.
I don t suppose you know what these are, Martin? Pamela held up what looked like earrings of some kind. I shook my head, not having any real idea what they were.
These are nipples clamps, and you will learn that the pain they give you can also provide much pleasure. When I clap twice, I want you to clasp your hands behind your neck and spread your feet apart.
I needed no other prompting to follow her instructions, and she smiled at how quickly I was learning. She attached first one clamp, then the other to each of my nipples, adjusting the screw in mechanisms until they were quite snug. A small chrome chain was connected to each clamp. As the seconds clicked by, the sensation was overwhelming. The pain was obvious, yet it built to a sexual energy that begged for release. With Pamela watching for my response, the release came as she plucked one and then the other clamp from the stunned nipples and savored the stinging sensation washing over my face. It caused tears to cloud my vision and my cock to throb in time with my heartbeat.
Next Pamela held another clamp in her hand. Attached to this one was some sort of pendant weight. My naivet was such that I had no clue what it was for until Pamela knelt down in front of me and began to fasten the clamp to the very sensitive skin behind my already constrained testicles. With the clamp in place, the weight of the pendant was a painful reminder of Pamela s complete mastery of me.
Pamela pointed to her feet, and despite the pain, I dropped to the floor in anticipation of the pleasure my mouth would give and receive. I was not disappointed when she placed her sex within easy reach of my tongue. This time I immediately pushed past the very wet opening and imitated the coital connection, pushing my tongue deep inside her, with as much force as I could muster without the aid of my hands. Pamela s reaction was clearly positive, for she repeatedly met my thrusts and parries.
Now, Martin, you have earned the promise I made to you earlier, Pamela whispered between deep gasps for air. Come with me, she called as she moved toward the horse. It was my turn to gasp as she draped herself over the horse in the same manner that I had when she penetrated me with the dildo. Her pussy made a delightful target framed by the fine sculpted lobes of her posterior. I had no difficulty placing the tip of my cock in the opening. Holding each cheek as handles, I pushed in so deeply that my pelvis bounced off her muscular butt. Her low moan gave me a hint that she liked the sensation, so I continued a tantalizingly slow repeat of the process, over and over, trying each time to reach deeper inside her. I quickened the pace as I felt my own impending orgasm, which produced the unexpected sensation of pain as the ball clamp weight swung back and forth. I remember thinking that even when I got to act like the man, Pamela was still in control.
When the juices could be no longer contained, I let the surge release from my penis and wash over her in short waves. As the orgasmic sensation subsided, along with my erection, Pamela stood up and gripped my face with her strong hands as she planted a very loving kiss on my lips. We stay locked in this hot embrace for several minutes before she pulled away.
Martin, that was fantastic, but it was just the beginning. Are you ready to go further with me?
I nodded my assent, feeling as though my face was frozen in a sloppy kiss smile. Pamela winked coyly as she dramatically pointed to the floor, and I dropped to my knees at her feet.